Sincerely yours.

Seven days of insecurities

Posted by: elvnprya on: September 17, 2009

with special thanks to Mrs.Ratsutekuzo Putera

monday, oh was it monday?
when we met her, and i saw the corner of your lips twitched…
oh? was it a smile?

tuesday, yes I remember it was tuesday,
you told me that you would be late,
and I should not wait,

wednesday, wednesday,
I wonder what a small world it is,
when I saw her again, looking carelessly lovely

ref-1:
aah, i wonder, i wonder,
what do you think of she?
don’t tell me, do tell me,
i don’t care, i do care,
did you compaa..aa..re?

thursday, oh yes, it was thursday,
when the clock tick-tocks to midnight
you weren’t home still, and it didn’t feel right..

friday, you promised you’d be on time,
we’d go out and dance under the moonshine,
and i thought finally it’ll be fine,
but, aye, you committed the same crime!

ref-2:
aah, i wonder, i wonder,
did you think of she?
don’t tell me, do tell me,
i don’t care, i do care,
will she finally fare?

saturday finally came, nothing will be in our way,
candlelight and dinner, a romantic weekend gateway,,
but why that longing gaze to the nokia?

and wouwuow..today is sunday,
the days seems to slipped away,
just as I slipped away from your mind,

ref-3:
aah, i wonder, i wonder,
did you think of she?
don’t tell me, do tell me,
i don’t care, i do care,
did you have an affair?

bridge:
baby, please tell me..
have I been blind?
have I been unkind?
have I put on weight to my behind??

oooohhhhhhh…..

back to ref-3

A dot.

Posted by: elvnprya on: September 15, 2009

It is a dot, and a dot, is a lot more complex than a line.

Why?

See, with a line you always have certain guidance, you might not know where the line starts nor ends, but there is hope. A hope that the line might ends, the line might bent, or the line might actually lead you somewhere.
A line also set a standard, a boundary of what is acceptable and what is not. Do not color outside the line. Don’t move your toe outside the line.

But with dot, dot is precise. You are there. Right on the dot. No lines to guide you. Only more dots scattered around. Dots from the past, future dots and your dot. The dot that is under your feet.

So, Jump! connect the dots and create your pattern of life. It’s time to create more than lines. Let’s create flowers, waves, donuts, everything. Let’s create hope.

Someday, we will sit down and admire these patterns we have made. Only then, life will become completely worthwhile.

~midnight babble, g’night everyone

To try or not to try

Posted by: elvnprya on: September 11, 2009

The problem with me, and probably also you, is that, whenever i started to try as hard as I can, the universe starts to mock at me.

The more I tried, the more it seemed like the universe has a huge conspiracy aiming to make me fail. People seem to have more fun than I do, and for them, life always comes easy.

Stop! Stop before you told me that it’s not true, everybody’s struggling. Of course I know that this nasty assumption of mine is not true, but it doesn’t really lessen the pain.

Whenever I have this feeling, I instantly feels exhausted and had enough of this life. Of all the hard work which comes down to nothing. Of all the expectation I built and has destroyed me.

But I learned that hard work would pay, and low expectation will help you perform better. A lesson learned from what the Dutch called “lumpia” (eggrolls or springrolls :p i never know what the differences are)

And of course, a supporting hand of good friends who will keep the spirit up.

happy weekend, all

In the event of being a woman,

Posted by: elvnprya on: September 6, 2009

Do you know what is so cumbersome and troublesome about being a woman?

shaving.

Oh yes, you heard me good. Shaving is my arch-enemy. Remove hair over here, trim some hair over there, wax the hair on top of your upper-lips, wax the eyebrows until they are level, the eyelashes must curved upwards(okay, that’s a different thing :p), etc etc.

why can’t men accept that women grew hair as well? as a fellow in ape-evolution-theory, surely men would expect that their women is, in-a-matter-of-fact, hairy.

I’d say, let’s bring the old trend back! where the armpit-hair is sexy and every-other hair is sexier. Bushy is the buzz!

Let’s go hippy, gentlemen!

and have a calm-hairy-sleep. xXx

Aye, elvin

dark with colorful tint,
tut tut tut,
this is where she shall begin

 

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